LET'S GET IT STARTED
I love writing. I really do. However, it is sometimes very hard for me to take the thoughts from my head, write them down, then assemble them into something remotely coherent. Sometimes slitting my wrists and bleeding to death is more preferable.
As I continually search for the right structure, the right form to shape my thoughts, I am starting to realize that no singular structure or form (for me anyway) exists. I need to write in a way that works for me even if it's a nospacepunctuationlessmess. I have just got to get the shit out of my head.
I sometimes worry about substance. Fuck substance. I need to worry about what's real. That's why the stuff that sucks - sucks. 'Cause it's not real, it's some "oh this is what I think I should be writing bullshit." I've got a lot of shit to write and I need to get started.